Seeing Linda at church with her family has brought on so many emotions within me that for the first time since starting this blog , I can't write .
Linda's cancer is spreading and right now it has spread to both her lungs . She is starting , yet again , a new chemo . I can't keep track of how many she has had already . I can't even comprehend how very tired she must be . . . . . how worn out her body must be . . . . . the pain , the side effects .
I stood there and watched her daughter cry , her husband choking back tears and Linda , my Linda , crying in despair . I joined her and I held her and I didn't want to let her go .
She says to me ," People are praying and it's not working . What does God want from me ? "
What am I to say ? How do I comfort her ? What can I do ? There are no words . I just hold on to her and cry .
She and I have been a pair like peas and carrots throughout our cancers. We have been through this together 5 years ago and now . I am so devastated . Like a part of me is in her .
I can't stop thinking about her . I can't write . I have rewritten today's blog over and over again . I can't stop crying . Please keep praying for her and her family .
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My heart cries with you, Lottie. There really aren't words to describe the depth of pain she and her family are going through. Heart wrenching. You are all in my prayers.
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