I Noticed

 Since adrenaline rushed through my veins due to the accident , I sat up all night , not weary at all .I started re-reading my blog from start to finish .
  I noticed that my blogs have changed . They are much longer . Apparently , I have alot more to say or maybe , back then , I was just plain sicker and needed to lay down .
  I noticed that I used alot of poems and songs in the beginning  to explain how I felt . Even the first time with cancer , music played a huge part in my recovery . I played the same CD over and over again . It became a part of my healing process .
  I noticed that no matter how badly I felt after taking chemo I still went out to the store or Women's Group . Now I have a little tummy ache and I can't leave the house all weekend !!
  I noticed that I wrote my blog faithfully not missing a beat until after the chemo ended . Pitiful , I know . Just plain pitiful . Now I can barely keep up .
  I noticed  that my children didn't like seeing me bald . Well , they don't seem to like seeing me with hair either . Both of them have told me I don't look like myself .My face is different . My hair is different . I seemed to have gotten a facelift while in treatment . Emily asked me when my real face was coming back ?! I guess she liked that one better .
  I noticed I didn't have to shave anything . I had no hair . Now , everytime I look down at my legs , they need a shave .  The hair on my head grows slowly but everywhere else it's like miracle grow !
  I noticed I was angry quite alot . The blog taking on a depressing outlook at times . Now I'm just too lazy to be anything .
 I noticed that all those home remedies that people gave me I still have . I started drinking all those cancer teas . Even by adding fruit , sugar , lemon and everything else I could find , the milk thistle still tasted like CRAP !
I noticed my car had cancer and was sick all the time . It's been good since then but now it might need some surgery because of the accident  .
 I noticed , and this is important , that I have forgotten some of the things I have written . This is important because I would have written it again and you would have been forced to read a re-run blog . But my favorite that IS DIFFERENT ...... I have added on Have A Blessed Week everyone .