She ran into the room with a rush and plopped down into the recliner . Without taking off her hat or jacket , she verbally barked out orders to the chemo nurse for two hot blankets and some saltine crackers . For the rest of my treatment , she laid there shivering and vomiting . I've never seen anyone so sick during their infusion . I realized her brusque manner was born out of a long illness . She's been at this for a long time .
Even now , a couple of days later , I still think of that woman wondering how she is feeling . I've never been so sick so quickly as her . For me , that first day , I'm just very overwhelmingly tired and achy . My sickness happens within the next few days after treatment . I can almost predict the exact time and sequence of side effects .
The minute Emily told me my face was getting incredibly red , I knew it was beginning . It always starts with the redness and bloatedness . As the day progressed , constipation set in . Drinking tons of water produces belching and burping . I become even more bloated . The queasiness and nausea follows and it begins ....
I've settled in for the week , on purpose , not going anywhere to reserve my strength . I only have this one week and then it's back to work . I literally drop in a haze of sleep whenever exhaustion overtakes me . Yes , it begins . . .
Have a Blessed Week everyone.
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