Sitting on my daybed , looking around my bedroom , I let out a deep , weary sigh . Half the room is spotless and the other half a total chaos , piled high with clothes , knick knacks and just stuff .
I have decided to change out my bedroom . Ever since , we have moved in here , I haven't been able to feel at peace in this room . Something is not right here . I have rearranged this room numerous times and I'm still not happy here . I think it might be because this room doesn't look like a bedroom , but an office .
Finally made the decision to get rid of the office size filing cabinet . I have pushed it out into the hallway where it is currently blocking all traffic . How am I going to take this huge thing out to the trash ? It's moments like these that I wish I was married .
Although , many of married friends have told me it means absolutely nothing , but that's another blog .
Truth be told , my room isn't the only place where I have been feeling out of joint . When things fall apart and the devil knocks at our door , chaos occurs and feelings of negativity invade .
Everywhere I go I feel awkward , like I don't belong . This feeling has affected all areas of my life . Something is just not right and my universe is out of whack .
This rearrangement of furniture in my room is one way to put things where they really belong . That fit that I'm missing . That serenity that I want to feel . At least , it will make me think everything is back to normal .
I know , that I'm being attacked and the feeling will pass , but for now , I need to make sure I do everything I can to stay the path .
Have a Blessed day everyone .
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