How is my renewal going ? There are changes happening evident to others more than to me . I haven't felt a huge change so far , more of a slow renewal , step by step .
That first week , I felt my life spinning so fast with no time for anything . I went from one appointment to the next and then straight to work with no break for myself . It felt chaotic and I need order and stability where I can feel my feet firmly placed on the ground .
People saw the changes in me before I did . They made remarks on how much calmer I seem , more carefree . They have caught me humming to myself while working . I look rested , healthier and happier . This has been the first time in a very long time that I am not going to work feeling tired .
This week , I am concentrating on developing a routine of some sorts to follow . I believe , that once I have accomplished that feat , everything will follow smoothly making this change worthwhile .
My spiritual refresher is coming along nicely . I expected my soul to feel rejuvenated right away , but that was very unrealistic of me . If anything , time is needed to dump all of that excess that has been accumulated and cleanse my being with God's refreshing Spirit .
That takes time .
One thing I have noticed about myself is that I am not tired going to Church or work or a family event . My body is actually resting . The responsibility doesn't fall entirely in my corner . That's refreshing .
Have a Blessed day everyone .
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