Since my last blog , I have been feeling a little blah . I have no desire to do anything but lay around and watch television . I have become a regular bum , my mind a total blank .
I've tried to analyze my behavior . Am I reacting to the latest events of the world ? Am I saddened by what is happening to our people ? Has hopelessness descended to dampen my spirits and belief in the world ? Have I lost all hope ?
Or maybe , it's because of my latest project sort of being over . Kathy and I delivered the slippers on Monday and I literally had to fight tears . I sincerely felt a loss . . . . an ending . Like a mother seeing her child off to college .
I could blame my recent behavior on winter doldrums . Working nights means sleeping in the morning and by the time I wake the light is fading . By the time I start my day , darkness slowly creeps in . . . . dark and moody in appearance . Winter is gray , foreboding and depressing in a way .
I look at the stack of Christmas cards I haven't yet mailed . The presents , hidden in the closets still unwrapped . Get up . I mentally tell myself . Get up and do something ! How do I will myself out of these feelings of blah ?
Maybe , a cup of coffee will help . I get up and place one foot in front of the other . . . .
Have a Blessed Week everyone .
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