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Life is Beautiful, Life is a Blessing

 

                            Everyday is a brand new day, everyday is a journey.

We cannot make bargains for blisses,

Nor catch them like fishes in nets;
And sometimes the thing our life misses
Helps more than the thing which it gets.
For good lieth not in pursuing,
Nor gaining of great nor small,
But just in the doing and doing
As we would be done by is all.

—Alice Gary.

Life, so very precious, so very short, can be full of wonder. When I started out in life, I had so many plans, so many things I wanted to do. Reflecting on my life, I feel as if my life has been planned, not by me, but by God. 

Why do I believe that? Well, looking back, nothing I planned really worked out. Somehow God steered me in different directions, directions that were way better than anything I had in mind. Since I really like my life, I think God's way was better. I guess he knows me pretty well, better than I do myself.

Having said that, I need to be honest here. My initial start in life went completely wrong. In fact, many of my decisions in my youth went down a path better left alone. My earlier life was a great example of what not to do. The last thing I want is for people to think I had this life that was all sunshine and lollipops. Nothing could be further from the truth.

The amazing thing here is that each bad decision I made, God righted me up setting me on the right path. I would veer away somewhere on the road and once again, He would pick me up placing me where I needed to be. You see, God takes the evil and turns it for good every single time!

In January, I will be turning 60, a major event for sure! Hoq did I get here? Only by the Grace of God. I have overcome many obstacles, many losses and many blessings, but none of that I did on my own. I owe my life, my family and all I have to the almighty. I cannot imagine going through those 60 years without my Lord and Savior. Thank you, Lord, for walking it with me. 

Have a Blessed day everyone.

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Just Being Still

                                Everyday is a brand new day, everyday is a journey.

 When thou hast thanked thy God

For every blessing sent,
What time will then remain
For murmurs or lament?
R. C. TRENCH

These past several months have been reflective to say the least. My mind has been working on overtime, analyzing, weighing in objectives and assessing situations. I would mull things over repeating the whole process all again several times. Thinking, analyzing, weighing in, assessing. Reflection can be exhausting!

As the New Year began, my desire for stillness, serenity and silence came to the forefront. I long for all three. I know that we as Christians are taught to be in fellowship with one  another. We are taught to share confidences and experiences with each other. We are to encourage, pray for and keep each other grounded in the truth of God's Word. I know all that in my heart, but sometimes, being alone with God is what we need more.

I want the quiet time, away from the world, where I can hear Him whisper inside my heart. There are so many distractions out there that can sway my attention to the over scheduled calendar and appointments. People's attitudes can hurt your soul and weariness can set in. One has a desire to walk away from the chaos and all it represents. I wince upon scrolling on social media.

O, weary heart, where can you rest?

Be still and know I am God.

Be still.

Be.

The world can be such a weary place and we can become heavy ladened with all the cares that exist within it. We can easily lose our truth in who we are in Jesus Christ. There are so many angry, unforgiving and hurtful people out there. It can be overwhelming to show light in a darkened world.

Whenever I find life draining and exhausting, I retreat into the stillness of my sanctuary, my home. I have always felt one's home should be the most peaceful place on Earth. A place where we can be ourselves.

Just like the ravens that fed Elijah in the cave while he rested, I surround myself in the Word of God. The Lord restores, rejuvenates all who seek Him.  He does not fail. He leaves the 99 and goes after that one who needs Him the most at any given time. He will lift us up and carry us when we cannot. He is the Lord, our Savior. He is our Father. He is healer of my soul.

Have a blessed day everyone.

Finding The Right Words

 

                                  Everyday is a brand new day, everyday is a journey.

Long though my task may be,

Cometh the end.
God't is that helpeth me,
His is the work, and He
New strength will lend.
ANON.

This blog began many years ago. It seems hard to believe that it's been twelve years since that first entry back in 2011. I honestly thought I was dying and needed to leave something behind for my children. My cancer had come back for the second time and I couldn't imagine surviving it again.

Little did I know that God had a plan for me. I'm still here, four-time cancer survivor, still plugging away. 

I wrote almost everyday for years about my experiences with cancer and my emotions. I didn't leave anything out. I went in and out of remission until finally I just stayed there. I have been cancer free now for 7 1/2 years! That, my friends, is a miracle!

For someone who has spent all these years going back and forth to the oncologist every three months, these past three years have been a dream. Three years ago, I received the best check up results of my life. I, no longer needed to go, but once a year. 

It also left me with a loss for words. What do I write about now? I would sit down and stare at a blank screen and no words came. Instead, emptiness and silence. It's as if I couldn't think of being anything other than a cancer patient. Who am I now? What do I have to offer someone on these pages? 

There is a part of me that wants to finish all the loose ends, the unwritten stories, the drafts laying hidden among the dust balls. The need to write about all the things one couldn't say before, the hard things and some messy ones as well. Once that is all done, where do we go from here?

This blog has been my steadfast journal of a journey I never asked for nor wanted. It happened and served a huge purpose not only in my life, but hopefully in yours, too. Writing still hasn't come easy as before. There have been times where no words could be expressed. I went fishing deep, deep inside and came up empty trying to find the right words.

I have no idea what will happen when all the drafts are done. Will it be time to turn off the laptop once for all? Only time will tell.

Have a blessed day everyone.

Living The Best Life

 

                                              Everyday is a brand new day, everyday is a journey.

In conversation be sincere;

Keep conscience as the noontide clear;
Think how All-seeing God thy ways
And all thy secret thoughts surveys.
THOMAS KEN.

I think we all have the best intentions in mind when we set out into the world. We have dreams and goals that we place upon ourselves. We set off running straight ahead without any idea of what lies in store for us. We feel as if we could conquer all. It doesn't take long to realize that the road ahead is full of many pitfalls.

I smile to myself as I reflect over my life. The Lord has led me down a different road altogether from the one I had in mind. How did I get here? Only the Lord knows, lol.

Oh, many of the paths I have taken were because of a bad turn on my part. The Lord turned each wrong decision and made it good. He does that, you know, because living our best life is that important to Him.

I don't regret my life. I wouldn't be who I am if I didn't experience the things I have. I may be not proud of some of the choices I have made, but they were definitely learning curves. They also made me aware of the importance of speaking out against entanglement in these situations. We need to be teaching the younger generations about these pitfalls they need to avoid. There are dangers out there that have long lasting consequences. 

What amazes me the most is how God steered me in the direction He wanted me to go. I ask again, how did I get here? I know I never even thought about the things I am involved with let alone planned any of it. Yet, the Lord knew me better and He knew my strengths. He knew where to place me and when.

We all look back at our lives and reflect on the successes and the failures. Do I want to go back? No, that part is over and I have no desire to revisit the past. I'm just grateful to have made it through the trial. I am also grateful to know a God who loves me and knows me better than I know myself. The plans He has for me outweigh anything I ever could have done myself. It's only because of Him that I am living my best life now.

Have a blessed day everyone.

The Beauty of Winter

                                      Everyday is a brand new day, everyday is a journey.

 Be patient, suffering soul! I hear thy cry.

The trial fires may glow, but I am nigh.
I see the silver, and I will refine
Until My image shall upon it shine.
Fear not, for I am near, thy help to be;
Greater than all thy pain, My love for thee.
H. W. C

It caught me by surprise. Snow just doesn't visit here in Central Illinois as much as the rest of the World. When we lived in Chicago, snow was a common Winter decoration and we certainly had tons of experience driving in it! Living here, Winters have been more cloudy and rainy over the past couple of years. Have we become spoiled? Oh yes!

Winter is a very bittersweet time for me. On one hand, I fight the winter blues every January. My body yearns for hibernation, the couch calls out a nap every time I pass it by and my mood turns negative. I am tired, lethargic and have no desire to do anything. Yes, January is not my favorite month of the year.

Yet, there is that other thing. . . . . the beauty. 

There is something so serene, so comforting to looking out your living room window and seeing the stillness of a wintery scene. Everything looks so pristine and heavy laden with snow. Nature is truly beautiful. God's country. God himself reflected here. 

Yes, it's freezing out there. Yes, we just drove in that mess. Yes, we had to shovel and take care of errands and chores. But . . . . when all is said and done, we come inside and breathe a sigh. We have warmth, perhaps even a fire, family, comfort food. We are good. We are safe. We are snug. We are comfortable and cozy.

Have a blessed day everyone.